Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Still Hurting

Right now I can’t stop thinking about my husband. These past two days I tried my self not to think of him so that I won’t cry, But since only me and my nephew here at the house of my sister I can’t stop myself to feel so sad. Especially the last time seeing my husband struggling to breath. I still can’t accept that he is leaving me, I am not ready for it. How I wish to be able to rewind the time and will do everything I can to prevent him from leaving me. But only GOD knows. I know everything happens for a reasons, but I still couldn't accept. I hope soon I will be able to forget.

6 comments:

""rarejonRez"" said...

hi ivs,
you will never be able to forget what happened between you and your husband. so even if he's gone now, the memories will always linger. the best thing about it is that there'll be better days ahead of you. God is up there watching over you all the time. mourn if you must, but don't let your life dwell on the past. instead, make those days a good one to treasure. i believe you have done your best as a wife and you are someone who deserves an applause. there'll be better days ahead ivs.. and i hope for the best for you! :)

Christinehaze is SC's author said...

It takes time to heal those painful broken heart of yours. You'll never forget about him however, later on you'll be ready to move on and enjoy life again.

tx sweetie said...

what happened to your husband is beyond your control. don't be feeling guilty about it kay ang Ginoo maoy nagbuot ug asa siya kutob. Gi tabangan lang niya imong bana to end his sufferings.

Maka move on raka in the long run.

Anonymous said...

Hello..I am sorry to hear about your husband. I feel for you. After the significant loss, we may experience all kinds of difficult and surprising emotions. Sometimes it may feel like the sadness will never let up. Accepting them as part of the grieving process so allow yourself a TIME to grieve because it is an impt. aspect in your healing.

"Like the bird singing on the rain, Let grateful memories survive in time of sorrow."


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Anna said...

Dai I'm sorry for your loss but we don't have control with our life. I know it's painful and I know right now it's a lot of pain but remember to be strong always. I just loss my uncle too and it hurts me. Anyway, dai take care and god bless.

Twerlyn said...

I know how hard it is to accept Ivz especially kay nag higugmaay jud mo. YOu are the best wife I have ever known sa earth jud Ivz kaya ayaw huna2x nga kulang pa to imo nahimo.. aNd yes c Lord lang jud kabalo sa hantod asa lang ta sa kalibutan. Ma heal ug ma accept lang na nimo in the long run.

Btw ivz, dili ko online sa YM d man mugana ang ym sa prepaid gud. but I want to tell you, thank u for your moral support sa akoa.na passed na ang medical ko, ang kay bienne nalang akong hulat, sa monday pa ang result nya.

take care!